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Wednesday has finally brought us some sun shine after 2 days of iky ness. It was ok for one day as I could ride but I came down with the flu so I though I best not ride unless I wanted to get sicker. Its not welcome but maybe it was ment to be in order for me to sit down in 5 layers of clothing and think(included some feeling sorry for self). I have reached a point in the trip where I am acknowledging that from here on in during the next 4 months I can largely affect the final outcome to this years racing. It may sound stupid and obvious (sometimes i do think I was born yesterday) but how aften to we actually grab the bull by the ….. ill say horns. I have never been that great at planning for the future but maybe its not that hard. Little steps im thinking. I look to the rest of the world cups and then the World Champs that are coming up. All those seem so grand, the amount of training needed to be like Sabrina and Pete (fast fast people). Then I realize that all my time over here is dedicated (could be(that may get boring)) to improving what I have (which just may be something) and that I have been given an opportunity and been surrounded by people who would happily help me. I don’t want to be another racer to fill the gaps, of cause you have to start somewhere but I don’t plan on that being my resting place. Yea little steps. . . today ill get better.