went to bed at 950 ish and just got right back up again at 1120 having lay there listening to mosquitos fly by my head and not a lot of unconsciousness going on. That places me here thinking that if i use my brain a bit it may stop talking to me while i try to get some shut eye. Right now i have no money in my bank accounts and i feel i should be more worried. Not just the fact there is none but that in 3 months im off to another part of the world for a while. i did just buy another bike which kinda makes me happy. i also just spent 3 hour playing with it to make it just the way i wanted it... mostly. Im happy. Much better than i have felt. more direction for the moment. Im not racing again this year. lets see if i miss it eh. . . . doubt it. I think i was feeling guilty cause i didn't miss it, the racing that is. 5 years of almost the same shizer and then nada, no more, no more desire to do it allll again. OOOO we (me and flat mates) just got evicted essentially, gotta be out in almost 3 weeks. Stink thing is just got a space i really liked. spacious, studio ish in a way and ideally what i wanted, plus cheap.
ok feeling a lil tired now
gona go give it another crack
churchur
