So im sitting infront of the computer trying to think of what to say. I guess im writing that as a way to fill in the uncomfortable silence. I dont think other people read this but i dont keep a diary so this is my closest thing to one. And really im not too bovved. I do enjoy reading old posts and seeing how i was feeling at those few moments that i wrote the words down. How i felt life was treating me then.
Its been a while but iv done a few things since i lost my rudder.
Split my head open a week ago however which was less painful than getting the stitches out today (im sure she was trying to pull the knot end through the hole). Crashed in the weekend at my first DH race in about 3-4 months, landed on my shoulder AGAIN so im actually going to get it looked at by a physio for once in my life. Plus iv never had this many head aches in my life. . . . not that there bad but they are there. So i thought id listen to my body which i think is well overdue cause basically i dont feel like i think i should.
Another arquard silence.
no attempt to fill it.
i think thats all i feel like saying
